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I’m getting there… slowly, and now the work begins

Whilst still trying to get to grips with WordPress, I have set aside today to get a good start on the course work for Module A363 (Advanced Creative Writing), which I am studying with the Open University.

This is my seventh OU course and my fourth year of study towards a BA Open Hons degree.  I love the start of a new module (or course as they were known until recently); opening up new textbooks, the starting of a new notebook, the feeling of wonder as it all starts to come together.  I will also be starting module A251 World Archaeology in November, so a packed nine months is ahead of me.  Dear Husband is also studying with OU this year, so no doubt come time for TMAs (Tutor Marked Assessments), the air will be alight with sparks of creativity and smoke from the tips of our fingers on keyboards.

Today’s work will be to read through the first chapter of the text-book along with reading any additional matter and also a few writing exercises.  If I discover any gems whilst doing those exercises, I may well decide to subject you all to the questionable pleasure of reading them ‘in the rough’.  Please be gentle with me :)  And so, as the title says, now the work begins.

Writing on the Edge

Today I am truly on the edge of insanity!

I have a 1500 word essay due by noon Wednesday and a total block about what to write, how to write it and so on.  I ask you – how can I get excited or even motivated to write about ‘how age shapes expectations about how someone should behave when bereaved’???  I find myself continually asking why I bothered to take this module in my degree program.  It’s a question I can’t answer.  There have been more people drop out of this module than any other i have done with Open University and I am sure that although the content has something to do with that, the general lack-lustre support from tutors is also a factor found high up on the list.

‘Death and Dying’ might put a lot of people off for starters (Module Code – K260), but I thought it might be interesting to find out, and learn about the process of dying from social and health-care perspectives.  It has to be said though that much of the materials are so dry they would turn to dust and blow away if left out in the air for more than a modicum of time.  I know that academic writing can be dry, but this is beyond the pale.

So, today, in blogging I am also procrastinating… again… about this darned essay.  I’ve got pages and pages of notes, long lists of references to include, AND NOT A CLUE WHERE TO START!  Perhaps another cup of tea is in order?  I think it might be.  I’ll go and stock up on tea and give myself a little more sympathy, then I might hit a packet of biscuits too.  After that I might get the hoover out and salve my conscience by doing housework for a while till my muscles hurt.  Then I shall check in on my emails – there might be some that need to be answered and after all – its rather rude to keep folk waiting any longer than necessary.  Later I have to go to the post office and send off a book for a ReaditSwapit.com swap and post a couple of letters.  The kids will be home by three and I will need to cook them some tea – poor starving little mites that they are.  That brings us through to early evening – have to get my daily dose of ‘Neighbours’ and maybe follow that with some ‘Home and Away’ – love my Aussie soaps.  By nine o’clock, all should be quiet on the western front, kids will be in bed, hubby is safely at an Am-Dram read-through for a new play, and I shall have peace and solitude to be able to write this essay.

Now I wonder if I can just get my head down and do it now – while they are all at school/work?… I’ll let you know later :)

Library Memories

I spent most of the day on Friday in my local library.  I do this perhaps once a fortnight because I like that fact that there are fewer opportunities for distraction there.
As I sat there, inviting my muse to enter my thoughts, I was reminded of the libraries of my youth.  There, bespectacled librarians, with stern faces and a hiss to match any disturbed alley cat, would keep the silence in all areas.  The shelves were the same back then as they are now, thanks to the Dewey Decimal system, books all in order with spines facing us, begging us to take them down and browse the covers before maybe taking them home to dive into their pages.  Gone though, are the sounds of the date stamp as it clunked its way to making a mark in each book, telling us when to return it.  Gone are the little card slips in the front of each book which were placed into our library tickets and thence into the long slender trays for safe keeping till we returned the books.  How engrossed was I as a child, watching the nimble fingers of the librarians as they flicked their way through the tickets to find ours.  The look of disdain that was shot over the top of their specs if we were late was a withering experience for all.  Interaction with human beings in the library now, is minimal.  The books are checked in and out at a computer terminal.  The catalogue is stored on another.  We receive letters or phone calls from a recorded voice if we fail to return our books on time.  In fact, the only time that I need to speak to a real person these days is to pay a fine or to pay for the hire of a DVD or audio book.
The addition of items such as films on DVD, music CDs, audio books on CD and even eBooks are signs of the times I suppose, but of course the biggest intruders into the library are the computers all around.  Our library has around three dozen computers scattered around it!  Some are dedicated to the check in/out system or to the catalogue.  Some are reserved for the use of the staff, but the majority are there for the use of the public to access the internet or to use for word-processing or email purposes.  The library runs IT courses in one area, where most incongruously, in amongst the PCs, sits an ancient microfiche viewer, gathering dust and falling into obsolescence.  Around the rooms, tables and electrical power points are provided for users such as me, bringing laptops with us to sit and study.
Another innovation is the ‘Book Rest cafe’, serving hot and cold drinks and healthy organic snacks and sandwiches to the library’s clientele.  Here folk meet and chat over a latte and a cookie whilst being regaled with the latest BBC news on the wide screen TV on the wall.  Next to the cafe is a small exhibition space for local artists, which is more reminiscent of the old library.  Somehow though, the smell of oil paint and canvas is not as strong here in among the setting of cafe, computers and chatting.
Although I find it a good place to work and write, I think I also mourn the passing of the totally silent space of yesteryear.  I enjoyed sitting on the stools and benches, and even their later replacements of more comfy seats, leafing through a book.  I enjoyed meandering among the shelves to discover the delights that they held and then asking for help when I couldn’t lay hands on the book that I wanted.  I liked the fact that the building was full of nothing but books and the occasional work of art.  Most of all, I liked that I could sit there, unnoticed; and while away my days in a world that I could only live out, in the pages of the books.
Next week I’ll be back again, I’ll sit and I’ll read and write a little too.  I’ll think wistfully of the ladies who ruled the roost and kept us all in order, but I’ll sit and eavesdrop on the conversations in the cafe and among the shelves as I mooch.  I’ll mourn the passing of the old way, but not for too long.  The library today is alive and vibrant in all of its little corners and wider spaces.  The children playing in their corner would agree I’m sure, as would the ladies, lunching in the cafe and the OAPs as they plug away at their ‘Intro to Computing’ courses.
As a closing comment I commend to you all this mantra – USE IT OR LOSE IT!  So many of our libraries are being earmarked for closure in the cost-cutting rounds of our Councils.  Make sure that yours is well used enough for them to reconsider such an action – for the sake of all those for whom these places are important.